Journal: Season 1-23. Episode 17. "I saw her"

 Jan 17, 2026.

Season 1-23. Episode 17. "I saw her."

Last night's dream:

I have joined this group where all of us are trying to improve our lives. Less than 10 people per group. We'd just have 1 session per week an other sessions to report back.

Now for a few scenes I had this personality but in the body of Donna Paulson. I remember exactly that I was sleeping in my 1 person bed and then I got woken up by another me, she had blue eyes and she said "You're sleeping" and I said "well yes I'm human and I'm tired it's my right to sleep until I feel rested, plus it's early" and she said "I always wake up early and I'm only appearing early mornings you know that" and I said "No I wanna rest" and she said |When you rest, I wake up early. You feel bad when he gives you something. I tell him what I want, and I need, and he expects to give it to me."

I just looked at her, knowing she's my highest self, then my doorbell rang I went to open it. Then I don't remember.

Later I was dating this dude Alex, and it was February, he was on his phone and he said his graduation is in June and if I'll come, then I said "Isn't that near your birthday?" and he said "my birthday is 3 months later in September" I asked about a party and when he said he's not going to on eI started looking up groups from his university trying to convince him to go and that's when my mouth started bleeding but he went to another room not noticing and I kept it that way.

Then he took me on this date, he said it'll be a beach date, but when we got there, there was only 1 line of cement,t and on both sides was deep wate,r and I was scared as hell. I saw 1 fish jumping from one side to the other.

Then I fell off the right side of the water, and he kept me there trying to get me our then came 2 crawdads, which were poisonous, and he warned me about them, with half of nt face in the water, I was transported to the improvement class.

Other classmates started reporting about themselves. That's when I saw my highest self again at the end of the room, looking at me.

Then we all stepped outside on the stairs, one looking like that staircase in Paris, and that's when I woke up.