During the making of my 6th album "Pixie Dust."

Oct 23, 2024. Old Text

During the making of my 6th album "Pixie Dust."

"You stopped caring about me, ****. You stopped liking me and caring about me, and that sucks. And you never asked for me back. You never fought for me to get back. You said you'd follow me around the worl,d but you're not even following me on social media or even on here. Nothing. You're just an empty sweet talker that I've met once again. And it sucks more because I expected more from you. I wanted more from you. I needed more from you. But you never needed me.

And I know that for guys once you stop you just stop and never get back. 

I broke up? You could've said no. You could've asked why. But no you left. After I was the one who asked you out and you said no. If I was your *dream girl* you wouldn't have said no. If you *loved me* you wouldn't have said no. 

You can't even stand me texting you anymore. Im mad for that. 

And I hate that for me even right now isn't too late. Sometimes I think you still have the chance to win me back but nope. You're not gonna. I'm on the verge of moving on, I'm trying to move on. If I have to be bold Ill say I am mobing on. And I fucking hope that you come back and I know you will but then? It would be way too late then.

You told me to come back if I wanted us back but why should I? Why should I come back for a guy who didn't try to keep me? Who didn't try to get me?

Fine **** I'll go. But don't expect me to come back. 

And I know you don't expect that. You were looking for someone else all along. And last night I dreamt of you finding a couple of them so yeah. Have a blast.

I fully understood that we're not good together and we're not gonna work but with my emotions, right now I'm having a hard time accepting that. But I am trying and I will succeed in doing so. I just don't wanna suppress my feelings for someone else."